i'm always trying to plan my life ahead of time. working out possible outcomes before they actually happen and when they are completely out of my control. i push people away far too often and only to save myself from hurt whilst hurting myself in the process. if i'm happy, what more do i need? if the people in my life make me happy, why should i change that? here's to living for right now, being present right now and being happy right now no matter what tomorrow or 3 months from now could bring. being comfortable is a good thing.