I've been out of my element the past week or so. Definitely battling some internal struggles and frustrations, but I have found that much of what made me warm and fuzzy has been thrown aside for the essence of time. No more late night coffee. Missed the farmers market the past two or three weekends. Early morning grocery runs vanished. Blogging...what's that? I haven't written a letter in a week which is very unusual and wearing drab sweats to class everyday.
The artistic sides have been pushed away. I must do a better job of wearing my beloved clothes and sending mail and being happy.
sometimes, it's okay to have everything mashed up and out of order... even if your "order" seemed sporatic and lovely. let go of your ideas of what makes for a creative, full life, and just let life happen the way it chooses to. experience it. feel the wind in your hair and around your clothes, even if you're wearing the same shabby clothes you wore a few days ago. also, tell me.. do you have the same address here?
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